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I know this is some heavy news for most of my viewers but I'm considering just unlisting some Rock-afire related videos off my channel.  As I said on my YouTube community posts section: I've never been all about the views and Subscribers when creating YouTube content but I'm starting to think it's a little ridiculous how I'm trapped in some algorithm bullshit. Of course, I'm talking about Rock-afire Explosion content and how it's just plagued view counts on my original content and the type of audience that I get. I gave up making a bunch of Rock-afire Explosion content years ago by now and those videos still get thousands of views in comparison to my newer videos that sometimes can't even break past 20-30 views. The unluckiest videos are forever stuck at 5 views and never get past it.  I still do YouTube for fun but I'm just jealous of my own older content getting more attention than ones that I put WAY more effort into! If I can get 45k views on a v...

Just to keep my blog less silent, I feel like I could provide some life updates towards the end of every month. I also just like to get things off my chest, get my thoughts out there, and talk about (to others or to just me) what I've been up to and how I've just been generally doing.  As of writing this I am currently in the midst of one of the busiest weeks of the semester... but that's just part of how college works. It takes up a lot of my time and I need to dedicate a lot of my life to it. But here's the thing:  My personal philosophy on college: I'm not really complaining about all the stressful work I have to do in order to get through the week -or even the whole month.  I just know that I'm working with my true passion in Photography and Illustration and the hard work I do is out of love for what I want to do once I graduate.  Life after college (or after I turn 25) is like a speeding truck hurdling towards me. The hard work and effort that I pour into m...